When my heart hurts

I don't know if it is because i am a dancer, but I find when my heart hurts the only thing that I really can do is listen to music that ministers to my soul. The music then leads me into movement that causes a canvas of different colors, not just constructed from music, but from splatters of raw emotions, and and fears that only movement can explain. I think that we have yet to really create a language that truly can communicate the honesty of the condition of the heart. So i dance.